Confrontations!

I had been in a rather depressing mood of late. This depression is irking me; it’s eating up my patience and threatening my very own sanity.

Loneliness sucks. I am on the brink of intensive suffocation. It has simply magnified out of proportion since last few days. Even so, I kept my suffering to myself and tried to drown it with other distractions – which aren’t working that well.

Lot of things going around in the mind… Nothing seems to be working. I need to get out of this. I know, I can help myself by closing the eyes to my feelings… but I am unable to stop my faulty thought.

But I should keep myself going, since I have lot to do for the people who love me the most. Hope I will get out it soon, for there is a silver lining in every dark cloud.

TRUTH is Sometimes HARSH

I have a habit of browsing through stuffs which is out of my gamut. It was during my school days, I used to read a lot about management. Lot of interesting jargons -motivation, delegation, employee satisfaction, blah… blah… out of which employee satisfaction tops the list.

But in reality – it’s way different. I don’t say always. I still respect my first manager – a perfect leader. But here they have issues in even providing the basic necessity - workspace. A factor which leads to employee satisfaction…. Naah… vendor satisfaction.
What a discrimination!!! It’s awful.

It’s difficult for good people to survive with many churlish people around. There is no harm in someone becoming shrewd but should learn to appreciate the effort put in by others.

It’s a sort of sadism that is prominent in the people here. They enjoy putting others in trouble, despite the benefit taken out from their skills.

Here is another example P.S - not a manager.

I have heard him using abusing terms against someone. At first I thought he is a racist. It’s quite recently that I realized that he is churlish.

Different people different thoughts. In short all can be classified as a species of their own kinds :- ). Can’t deny psychology is an interesting subject. I think its my new area of interest :- )

I am seriously worried for Super Man who tries to fight with these egoistic around. Hope he is not putting himself in trouble. Wish he survives every evil against him. Truth is Beautiful… yeah at times its harsh and one need courage to speak out the HARSH Truth.

Kal Ho Na Ho

Truly life is so unpredictable. We should always be planned for the unplanned. Consider my own life it was so different a month back and now it’s so different. A totally different approach towards life with entire new set of priorities.

Earlier, the only thing I was keen about was to “Make big in career”. I had never given that much of importance to many factors in life like spending time with parents, love etc etc. I have always been busy with few trivial issues, which actually don’t count anywhere. And now it’s different with lots of added responsibilities.

I never knew that I was so rich. It was quite recently that one of my good friends pointed out that she actually felt jealous seeing the number of friends I have.

It’s during trying times that you realize the value of friends. Truly friends mean so much, more than any of the relatives. Without them, it really would have been a one-man show in my case, which might have gone flop. A flop at the stake of a LIFE. I know, they wont like me showing gratitude, but you all mean so much to me. I am among the God’s blessed few to have the best of friends around.

It’s during these times you look for a shoulder to cry on. Through out the tough times I had tried my best to be strong. Yeah... I do agree I have cried a couple of times but before people whom I love the most, trust the most and who would understand me. Few may say I am weak ;) but never mind… may be that’s true as well. Who won’t be weak when it comes on you?

Beyond doubt life is lived one day at a time. So we should live them with spirit. Make new friends and add spirit to your life.



Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive.
I asked God for water,
He gave me an ocean.
I asked God for a flower,
He gave me a garden.
I asked God for a friend,
He gave me all of YOU...
If God brings you to it,
He will bring you through it.
Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God

To my world… To my identity… To my Mother

I love you Amma. She is from a small village in North Kerala, a bit conservative and concerned about all small happenings around her. She always preferred to keep us protected under her wings. I used to be upset with her for the over concern and strict curfew timings (9.00PM).

She is a very kind hearted woman with a lovely smile. The warmth in her smile is worth a million dollars. I always wished to look like her; at least I wish I had her cute smile.

She has dedicated all her life to us, me and my sister. I am very proud of my upbringing. Today whatever I am it’s just because of my Mom.

She has always been a strong pillar for me. She is my strength. She is my weakness.

I love you so much Mumma.