Saturday, November 24, 2007

Confrontations!

I had been in a rather depressing mood of late. This depression is irking me; it’s eating up my patience and threatening my very own sanity.

Loneliness sucks. I am on the brink of intensive suffocation. It has simply magnified out of proportion since last few days. Even so, I kept my suffering to myself and tried to drown it with other distractions – which aren’t working that well.

Lot of things going around in the mind… Nothing seems to be working. I need to get out of this. I know, I can help myself by closing the eyes to my feelings… but I am unable to stop my faulty thought.

But I should keep myself going, since I have lot to do for the people who love me the most. Hope I will get out it soon, for there is a silver lining in every dark cloud.

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

TRUTH is Sometimes HARSH

I have a habit of browsing through stuffs which is out of my gamut. It was during my school days, I used to read a lot about management. Lot of interesting jargons -motivation, delegation, employee satisfaction, blah… blah… out of which employee satisfaction tops the list.

But in reality – it’s way different. I don’t say always. I still respect my first manager – a perfect leader. But here they have issues in even providing the basic necessity - workspace. A factor which leads to employee satisfaction…. Naah… vendor satisfaction.
What a discrimination!!! It’s awful.

It’s difficult for good people to survive with many churlish people around. There is no harm in someone becoming shrewd but should learn to appreciate the effort put in by others.

It’s a sort of sadism that is prominent in the people here. They enjoy putting others in trouble, despite the benefit taken out from their skills.

Here is another example P.S - not a manager.

I have heard him using abusing terms against someone. At first I thought he is a racist. It’s quite recently that I realized that he is churlish.

Different people different thoughts. In short all can be classified as a species of their own kinds :- ). Can’t deny psychology is an interesting subject. I think its my new area of interest :- )

I am seriously worried for Super Man who tries to fight with these egoistic around. Hope he is not putting himself in trouble. Wish he survives every evil against him. Truth is Beautiful… yeah at times its harsh and one need courage to speak out the HARSH Truth.