CHASING DREAMS

Well… these days people keep on asking me, why do you sound so low and why so depressed? At times, I wonder is my condition really piteous!

May be there is some fault in my way of expressing emotions . I am not depressed, but fed up of my present sluggish life. It’s my rage that makes me look so disturbed. Even after striving hard, things are dormant.

Feels like life is going nowhere. When will God notice my struggle and answer my prayers. Everyday I pray to God, for something good to happen. But each day ends with a disappointment. At least to add a zing in His child’s life He should do some miracles :))

Hmm…most likely He is also fed up of his routine… answering prayers, miracles...etc etc.

But if we had no faith in the ultimate God, we would loose hope. My Grandma always says, “Some day some how whatever you prayed for will come true. It may not be the exact package you wanted, but it’ll be what God thinks is the best for you”. But don’t you feel there is something missing in my Grandma’s words.Exactly... DEADLINES!!! There should be a deadline before which God should answer the prayer. I feel that whatever happen should happen at the right time in your life, otherwise it loses its charm.

Isn’t this crazy, every time I pray and ask something to God, I say this is the last wish and I wont ask any more. But is that true????Sometimes back I wished I could become a doctor. I worked towards it and also prayed, prayed and prayed; but I didn’t. Instead became a software engineer. Then I thought, might be my grandma is right. Probably God thinks this is the best. But till date I don’t admit:(

Then I prayed for a job and after getting a job, am I really satisfied?? What is that I am craving for? What is going to satisfy me?

Oh God! This is an endless list. But still I feel it’s my right to dream and ask for more to God.

Don’t you feel that dreams are necessary to life? To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe.Now my latest dream is an MBA from one of the best B-Schools. Too big a dream:)) But not impossible, ofcourse! Let us see if God grants my wish, or is there anything else he thinks is best for me.

But I will continue to chase my dreams. I wish my God were there with me every moment.

So here's the song for me :)

Free is all you gotta be
dream dreams no one else can see
sometimes ya wanna run away
but ya never know what might be comin' round your way
ya ya ya

On a day like today
the whole world could change
the sun's gonna shineshine thru the rain
on a day like today
ya never wanna see the sun go down
ya never wanna see the sun go down

Somewhere - there's a place for you
I know that you believe it too
sometimes if you wanna get away
all ya gotta know is what we got is here to stay
all the way